Merry? Christmas

To the world, this is a time of great joy and happiness. To me, not so much. The holidays ceased being joyful to me well before I was a teenager. I may wish you a merry christmas. I’m being polite, I was raised that way. But I’ll be spending the day the same way I have the last few years. realizing that my life is filled with bad decisions and love unreturned. And the simple realization of another year of loss. to the rest of you with loving families and holiday cheer, enjoy it. I’ll be here with my dog. That I have to find a home for. But Im still above ground on this rock with the rest of you. So, I should be thankful, right?

Till next time…